Darkness had once consumed me
A long time ago
The father of lies
Abandoned me
Left me naked on the ground
His lies
Hatred
Selfish ambition
Was like a blanket where I could find the way out
Abuse
Pain
Suffering
Tears
Like a waterfall stream down my cold wet face
My suffering is like the vast ocean
Never seeming to end
Tears keep falling
Mother couldn’t help herself so why would she help me
Father wasn’t around so why would he save me
Love is all I ever wanted
To be daddy’s little girl
Someone to talk to
To be free
Free from this curse that envelopes my very being
I need to breathe
But I suffocated in my tears
Drowning in agony
I was lost
Alone
Dying
A slow and terrible death
Until
The sound of the waking dawn came calling
He showed me love
Truth
Freedom
My Father is there
By my side
He was there in the dark hours
Through the many tears
He was there
He showed me everyday
But these blind and scabbed eyes could not see it
Every time I wake
He has given me life
The one thing my heart has desired
The freedom that comes…
The unconditional love that comes…
The Man that satisfies
He is here
Within
My footsteps will still be in the sand
As the ocean waves try to wash their appearance
My presence will still be there
Waiting
Watching
For the love I have been longing for
My whole life
What is this love my heart longs for?
Who is this person, that I desire?
Come blow upon this heart that is barely hanging on
Speak to me oh wise mouth
Take my hand and let us leap together
I will take you and we will fly
I am ready
I am ready to fall into Your loving embrace
I am ready to live for You
My Beloved I am ready
